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The SuicideSlit my wrist,
I lay to die.

Out of my mind.
Yet the body stays stiff like cement.

Please,I beg you dear,
leave your sins at the door.

Where 'O' where is your God ?

After life, after no life at all.

Now, or, then.

Came the funeral.

Beautiful when dead.

He kissed my lips
So pale, dark eyes, red lips,
black dress.

I lay in the box.

Dying inside my soulThere's a hole
in my chest,
I should shoot
a bullet,
just to fill it .
But what's the use
it'll only pass
right through.

Blood Spills REDWhen the night turns red.

Violence becomes my revenge.

I'll rip out their skulls.

Get on your knees and pray for me, the sin is taking over.

Eyes turning black.
Teeth bite skin.

Kill instinct activated .

Zombies- I command you to rise with me .

Tonight we shall not fall,we will be victorious.

I am the darkness your soul craves.

I Cant go BackI've come so far
I can't go back

I can't go back into the dark
But it's pulling me in

I swore I'd never be that way again
So why am I going back?

I don't want to be sad
I don't want to hurt

I lie to my friends everyday
Yeah, don't worry I'm okay

I thought I left the old me behind
I can't go back

Tears of BloodTears of blood
Stream down my face.
I try to hide them
But they spread
Like a plague.

The pain is showing
All over my body.
The redness of blood,
Like a poisoned apple,
Has stained my skin.

My nails are caked
With the forgotten tears
Of those from the past
When I still cried
These tears of blood.

The red sinks into my hair,
Dying it the color of death.
I cannot escape it.
It is always there
Like a drunken tattoo.

Make these stop
I'm drowning in blood
The red sea is up to my chin
If I let out a scream,
I will drown and cease to exist.

Maybe that's the best.

Partially forgottenAnd so I fell asleep
with tear soaked cheeks
to the soundtrack of my life
wishing to hear your voice instead

I dreamt of you
I dreamt a dream partially
forgotten in the abandoned
other half of my brain
a lost incomplete dream

In my dream I was beautiful
a princess with many gentlemen callers
at my doorstep waiting
yet none called to my heart
until you appeared
a beau my parents did not
approve of

You swept me off my feet
we met in secret so
my parents didn't know
our love affair was exciting and new
and I didn't seem to really understand
when you asked for my hand in marriage

I flirted with other men
and let them escor

Wicked GrinOf everything I have sacrificed for you,
You chose to destroy it all.
No mercy, dear avenger.
No sympathy, dear love.
I handed you a dagger and my heart,
And you smiled.

Beauty From PainDead inside,
You cannot hide.
You won't survive.
Drowning in lies.
Never alive.
Unintentional suicide.
Thoughts collide.
Through the night you cried.
Now your eyes are dried.
Deaf and blind.
Until the day you find,
where fears reside,
and pain subsides,
your broken heart...
beautifully refined.

Last ChanceI said one last chance,
three times ago.
Now it's my turn to say it again,
since I just can't let you go.

You alawys come back,
with that little frown,
begging me to just,
listen.

You've had ten chances,
too many.
No more.

Wait,
No,
Don't go,
Don't cry.

I'll give you,
One last chance.

Night TerrorsI wake up with jolt
I heard a bump in the night

Someone's in my room
I can't see them, but I feel their presence

Their eyes staring at me in the darkness
I shut my eyes tight and cover my ears

I feel them coming closer
I stiffen in fear

My blood runs cold
I hear it breathing

I pull the covers over my head
Please make it go away

My heart is racing, my palms are sweating
I can barely breathe

I pull back the covers and open my eyes
Nothing is there

Lost our memories.Sometimes I see her in my dreams, she stands and stares out to the ocean.
Sometimes I wanna touch her and say I'll take the pain away, but she's too far away. I can see the scars appear one by one on her wrist as the blood ooze out from her skin. There's so much suffering I can see, her eyes have changed it's too melancholy. Whenever I get too close, I can try to touch her skin, but my finger just goes through her ghost. She says 'I'm forgotten'.

fears for dreams I'm dying to burst out with melody .
I wanna find that release from the real world,
I want my world of magic.

I want to sinnnnnng,
And let the walls fall all around me,
I want lights and shadows,
I want it to flood the void make it colorful .

I want to jump out to the imaginary crowd
And let them take me til the other side of the planet
While my feet are still planted solid on the ground

I Want it all in the palm of my hands,
To crush and conquer .
But the saddest part of it all
is it's already in the palm of my hands.

To the Light in My LifeTo one of the brightest lights of my life
As you soar above our heads
I'll continue to look to the stars for you
Through the trials of our journey together
I've only grown to love you more
And the three miracles we have created
But now my love I can only stand so strong
Just like you have beside me for years
I promise not to flood in my tears
For you have stayed strong for so long
Now as you sit above the clouds
And gaze onto the grounds
We'll make sure to keep on smiling
And wave every once in a while
For your love and more
Has kept me strong , trust me I know life goes on
But until my light goes out, w

Instincts of a murdererI take your hands
and bind them.
Do my dirty deeds.
As an angel

Your Swallowed regret
in four chambered box
You pray that these thoughts wouldn't get
the best of your lasting spirit.

Cut your vein,
release the black
that follows through you.
Cold as a ghost
empty as a shell.

Cast fire to gasoline,
suppress darkness will
only grow stronger
clenching and scratching
through the wall
you've placed
to protect yourself
from the things you've seen.

Every spin of the earth
you become weaker,
The red eyed demon
takes breaths quicker
with rage.

Evil voices will speak:
I'm a leech
sucking on you.
I'm Your parasite.

Killer Beauty. You say
''I'm ugly.''

But the truth is,
You're gorgeous.

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Decayed at best

by *lostlightxxx, Feb 17, 2011, 4:42:17 PM
Literature / Poetry / Horror / Free Verse

_{The beating of my heart,
is pounding in my brain.
Like a hammer constantly colliding
into a brick wall.

The hard shell of my body
only amplifies the sounds all,
because I am empty.

In the midst of a lone night,
I have the same dreams.
For the images are like a movie
set on replay.

In this blurry depths on my thoughts,
these demons,these fears.
All have twitching fingers.

They touch my belly button,
and press into my skin.
And sink and stay.
They hide and bubble in my core.

The hairs on my flesh all rise,
the blood in my veins run twenty below.

And though, I may try to escape,
Though, I may scream until my lungs give out,
Though,I may run until both of my legs
are snapped into broken hard bones.

I know now, there's no way of waking up .}

Decayed at bestby *lostlightxxx

Literature / Poetry / Horror / Free Verse

_{Wonder alone,
seeing is believing,
I'm without a soul,
knee flat on the ground. . .

There's also, a hidden poem between the lines.
can you find it ? :]}